Many people fear relationship failure. We fear that when we open ourselves up to other people, they will hurt us, and we will lose out on love. Fear of failure can hold us back and prevent us from being our best selves. It limits us by causing anxiety and fostering a pessimistic attitude about the future. Fear of relationship failure is something I know well. Many times, even in the most blissful moments, there is a lingering thought in the back of my head that my relationship may not work out, and that it will all come crashing down around me.
But I’ve gotten to thinking that as strong as my fear of relationship failure can be, I also have an equally strong, counterbalancing fear of success. Although I’m currently in a satisfying relationship of two years, what will that relationship look like in five, ten, or fifteen years? What if I get everything I’ve always dreamed of? Would I even know what it felt like to be happy and have no reservations, doubts, or fears? It would feel uncomfortable to have a “perfect” relationship. Of course, no such thing exists, but how strange would it feel to be at peace and perfectly content in a relationship? To have complete faith that my partner has my best interests at heart? Wouldn’t it be a little unnerving?
For many people, including daughters of divorce and women dealing with their own divorces, pain is what we know. Conflict is what’s comfortable. Dealing with an unavailable man is in our wheelhouse. A man who wants nothing more than to be with us and make our happiness his top priority is alien. If you can relate to fearing relationship success, I ask you to consider the following: Know that no relationship is conflict free, but you are worthy of having a relationship that makes you happy. If you aren’t there yet, embrace where you are now. What is it that holds you back from achieving a satisfying relationship? And once you have it, what will you do when you get there?
Do you fear achieving relationship success? What are some of the obstacles you’ve faced on your journey? Share your thoughts in the comments below.
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